Nawww lol. I just didn't want to cry in front of everyone. I'm very private with my emotions. I suppose.. face contorted in pain, not so private.. but you know. I made it through leaving the store to the doctors without tears and all the way back home, so I did get that much out of it. I think having people around and trying to keep the tears in helped in that it was a good distraction, now that I think about it. Hmm. As for brave? I'm not sure that's the word I'd use. Maybe stubborn? lol