Cal/Gillian Fic

[xfirefly9x]

10_fics

001.	Balance Where It Matters (1/?)	002.	Apart Where It Matters (2/?)	003.	Touch Where It Matters (3/?)	004.	Lie to me Where It Matters (4/?)	005.	Spiral Where It Matters (5/?)
006.	Sheets Where It Matters (6/?)	007.	Office	008.	Recall	009.	Gone	010.	Too many words

20loves

Table 2
1	2	3	4
I don't know if I should hit you or kiss you.	I don't know what love is, or how it feels. I'm not even sure it exists. But if this is love, then I'm happy.	One of these days you'll be mine. That will be a sad day.	I don't use words like love and hate. Don't believe in them. So I hope you never expect me to say those words to you.
5	6	7	8
I look at you and my heart breaks.	Don't talk to me about death. I'll be the one to die before you because without you I'm as good as dead.	You caused me so much heartache. I couldn't eat or sleep because of you. At those moments I hated you. And yet I don't regret a single moment I spent with you.	It's simple. Just love me and I'll be happy.
9	10	11	12
I don't think I'll ever feel this strongly for anyone ever again, no matter how hard I try.	I loved you with every ounce of my being. But I knew you never would love me that way. And you know the sad thing about it all? I didn't care.	If I’m dreaming, never let me wake. If I’m awake, never let me dream.	I thought being with you would hurt more than being alone. I was wrong, and now we can never go back ot the way things were before.
13	14	15	16
We were friends, then I gave you my heart and there the story ends.	Don't tell me you love me, it's not who you are. I want to die without hearing those words. That would be a wonderful way to die.	The other day I woke up and I swear I smelled you in the air. But when I rolled over you weren't there. I got mad at myself for getting happy.	You know when you left I stopped dreaming. Why? You were my dream. My Dream, My Everything
17	18	19	20
I will break your heart by breaking my own.	I can't see you, but I know you're there. I can feel you.	I hate you. I hate the way you look at me, and the way you talk to me. I hate the way you make me feel. I hate the way I'll watch the door waiting for you. I hate the fact that I don't think I can live without you.	Author’s Choice

30_wounds

1. 'It's just a flesh wound'	2. Sharp tongue	3. Killing blow	4. Take it like a man	5. Catscratches
6. Die for you	7. Sadomasochism	8. Whipped	9. Black and blue	10. Hospital
11. Bandages	12. 'This hurts me more than it hurts you'	13. If looks could kill	14. Last one standing	15. Worth dying for
16. 'You're bleeding'	17. 'I fell down some stairs'	18. Kiss it better	19. Go down in flames	20. Infection
21. Accept defeat	22. Let me see your scars	23. Bloodstains	24. Stabbed in the back	25. Will to live
26. Die by your hand	27. Battle fatigue	28. Papercut	29. Drunken brawl	30. Heal

10_hurt_comfort

"Oh no..."	"Oh my God..."	"Holy..."	"Stop!"	"Uh oh."
"Oh yes!"	"Oh crap." Go-To Girl	"Screw you!"	"I got you!"/ "I've got you!"	"Do you think I'm an idiot?!"
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